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Blank and Emptythe thought of death is overwhelming
almost chokes me in my wake
sweating, tired and bloody
I think about blood pulsing slowly out of my veins
onto the white bathroom floor
what would the thoughts be when they found me?
These thoughts pour over my brain and
slowly swirl to the bottom
the process is consuming and almost
hacks away at the life of me
death - the only thing certain we know
and the only thing we know
yet here I sit still in an desolate house
with no name
Rudeif you think about a lifetime
it is shorter than you know
yet we spend our time with
worry tacked to our shoulders
for no reason at all
if you think love or money will save you from
your permanent fate then
you have a rude awakening
in the end it is all the same
a rotting grave with
a rotting heart
and nothing to show for it
Sad Girlsgirls and misery seem
to go along like nothing else
a perfect pair that could
never be ripped apart
they want everything and the world
yet nothing is good enough for them
it has something to do with
a void that is created during
conception that cannot
be avoided or
voided out by love
sadness deep within
that creeps up at any moment
waiting to ruin
all chance of
ABCs for the BrokenApril came with cold rain and my thoughts drifted to you.
Blue skies shined and smiles came and went,
Clogged in my heart cracks was that place you used to be
Deep enough to kill anyone.
Even though I moved on
Forgive me for what I have done
Gone and forgotten everything
How I promised I never would.
I swore on my heart, but now that I think about it
Junk is all my heart was in the first place.
Kept all those letters and songs written to me
Leaving them in the dark, I forget easier.
Many times have I cried over the unforgettable and the forgettable,
Never cried over what I had lost always what I have had.
Open with confessions
Pouring out of my head
Quitting what I had thought before all my past knowledge.
Regretting all those things I never will or never got to tell you.
Simple little things drive me insane
Taking care of this empty space
Under the rug I swept them and they stayed there for days.
Velocity of falling out of you
Wins over anything else planned.
X marks the spot on my he
Staggered SummerIn the morning on a
The immense g l a s s truth.
Grow cold and live happy,
We are only weaker in black and white.
Shadows in rain
d w e l l
Underneath slender death.
Hot rain grows
Awaking above this
a g g
Blood leaves adoring
I l l u m i n a t e d
L o n l i n e s s.
Spoke with whether the
Weather would make your day today
You awake in your bed
Wishing he was next to you.
We spoke in
YesteryearsAs the calender months fall off,
Slowly one by one,
Yesterdays grow into
Yesterweeks, yestermonths, and
There is no tomorrow anymore so
Don't count on it.
This place has been taken and
Down the rabbit hole we fall
Like we have nothing to loose at all.
I forget you as easily as I fall for him
Because falling in love is easy
Falling out is the hard part.
Now when I think of you
It's more like a song than
A memory or maybe some kind of
Disillusioned distant dream.
The torture used to be endless
But he's taken your place
I can't even remember your face.
I would have never thought
That saying good bye would
Be so easy this time around.
Maybe our love was more like
An action than a feeling.
All I know is this healing was easier than ever
And the more I think about us apart
The more I think about him and I together.
Broken by an arrowShe cast,
And hit somethin'
But did cause
But she left
and with her
the arrow she took.
It wasn't theft
But the once
stolen was shook.
The repercussion was
In reality T'was that the
Fragile she'd broken
The pieces were too much to hustle
The once fragile now an unsolved puzzle
And in the while- he lost the smile
Kenosis (Open Cage)Kenosis (Open Cage)
Fingertips are pressed against my heart,
My mouth agape, toes curling
As my hands grip her elbow,
Holding her for dear life as she retracts…
My central organ.
“Jesus Christ, don’t break it.”
My eyes close as my voice shakes,
Holding her arm in between tight my fingers.
Her own fingers then dig into her breastplate,
Unlocking the cage of her ribs,
Opening the window to her world,
And she looks at me expectantly.
“I’m scared. Terrified, but I want you to have it.”
“I can’t take this. I can’t. I’m not—“
“It’s already yours.”
My heart quickens in her soft grip.
As she places her in mine,
And mine inside of her rib cage.
Her forehead presses against mine,
Blood on our fingers and tears in our eyes,
We know we’re in deep.
Drowning. And not wanting to come back up.
I never want anyone to find me.
I’ve found it already.
And it’s when brown and gr
Do it againPress your lips
Hold me close,
And drench me in
Your scent again.
Kiss me me again
But this time
Tell me you need me.
Conociendonos....:cap 4jiji aquí esta la siguiente!
R: ya era hora! tenia mucha hambre!
N: jeje,eres tan gracioso Rigby! "le sonríe"
R: si lo se.....*cara de caradura*
C: ah si claro! yo soy mas graciosa....
R: no yo!
C: yo! y punto!
R: ah eres tan tan...!
C: molesta? jaja tu lo eres mas!
R: okey tienes razón a veces soy molesto....
C: aja pero eso te hace cool como yo
R: jaja ambos somos cooles!
C: claro que si!
N: se van a estar peliando todo el dia?!
M: no lo se... "nervioso"
C: ah ahora no estábamos peleando!
R: decidimos que ambos somos graciosos y cooles hmm hmm!
C: no como ustedes!
R y C: jajajjajajajja
N: esto es la guerra
M: hmm hmm!
R: bien lo decidiremos en unos partidos de videojuegos...
C: cada uno tiene su equipo de dos...
R: el que gana es mas cool...
C: y si no la próxima pagan las pizzas
R y C: Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm
Conociendonos....:cap 3bueno chicos ....lo subo asi no me aburro jaja
N:See yo hice lo mismo,pero juge uno de los mejores de ahi! y nos despidieron ! "colorada"
M: jaja pero debio ser cool el trabajo no?
R: digo videojegos......
C: ah si! a excepción de nuestro jefe era asi como un Benson "cara de..¬_¬"
N: seee! no se crean! era muy cool trabajar ahi!,y si! los videojuegos eran geniales! "sonríe"
C: no se imaginaban lo furioso que se ponia nuestro jefe...
R: jaja me lo imagino.....*rie*
C: ríes muy gracioso Rigby jaja
se miran durante un segundo sonriendo
N: *celosa* bueno creo que debemos seguir
M: a si ya casi terminamos!
C: agh! esto es aburrido! D:
N: ya lo se Cami! pero debemos terminar este trabajo o nos despediran ya en el primer dia! "rie"
rastrillaron y rastrillaron hasta pudieron acabar de juntar,apilar y barrer esas hojas......
R: si por fin!
C: ahora a jugar videojuegos!
M: ordenamos pizza?
C: buena idea Mordo!
Conociendonos....:cap 5jaja OkEy! AcQuI Lo SiGo JeJeJe
N: hmm hmm! veremos quien gana! Cami lo haras con migo
C: esta bien!, pero igual quería jugar con Rigby......
R: entonces jugare contigo!
C: genial! "sonríe"
M: entonces nop tendrán oportunidad conmigo y Noe!
N:jejeje si que si Mordo!
M: hmm hmm!
entraron a la casa y se sentaron Noe y Cami en el sillón cada uno con sus controles
C: te dejare destruida!
N: a si claro!
Empezaron a jugar,Noe iba ganando!
N: te ganare Cami!
C: noo D:
R: vamos tu puedes eres mejor que ella!
C: bueno si tu lo dices
N: ja! no me ganaras!
entonces ahora Cami era la que llevaba las de ganar....no quería quedar mal enfrente de Rigby..
N: Eres buena Cami! pero no tanto como yo!
Entonces empezo a jugar mucho mas rapido y iba a la delantera
C: no me ganes! D:
N: pos parece que lo voy a hacer!
Silent TreatmentFor hours in between seconds;
Choosing should you cry, should I walk away
Touching you in ways I never could
Realizing I am a shear image of broken glass
From the moment, when the word slipped from my bitter mouth
It was irreplaceable to the point there was no return
It was awkward that it basis on surprise, in public, in morning light
Touched you so deeply and leaves an open wound bleeding relentlessly
It was ok to be reluctant to face certainty, should you fade away.
It was very clear that this life feels so unfair.
Too devastated to understand this was the moment
You tried preventing
You prevent dreaming
You dreamt avoiding
You avoided talking about…
Poem TOGETHERRemembering a night
laying close in the bed
your arm around my shoulders
the smell of your skin lost in my head
the warm gold of my skin as it flew out in a pink room
The lenghty movement of our bodies among those sheets filled the gloom
whispering "you are mine"
while the sparkling lights in your eyes were starting fast to shine
talking 'bout a London pic
we painted that sky with purple desires
then poured on that grass the brilliant green of our dreams
and wave after wave
the depth of this love to the blue water we gave
Remembering how all changes when we're together
just you and me
and nothing else matters
....if our love was a Land, those would be the colours it might have.
Undying LoveAnd I can't control it
I can't help this thought
I long for you
I must have you
I desire to have my hand
On your face
I can't help myself
But I have to indulge in
The sea of your eyes
I crave to have my hands
Through your pitch black hair
And yes I want you forever
You are my dying passion
My urge to stay awake
And my lust is for your heart
For your pure undying love
And I close my eyes
As I fall asleep forever
In the comfort of your heart.
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