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Blank and Emptythe thought of death is overwhelming
almost chokes me in my wake
sweating, tired and bloody
I think about blood pulsing slowly out of my veins
onto the white bathroom floor
what would the thoughts be when they found me?
These thoughts pour over my brain and
slowly swirl to the bottom
the process is consuming and almost
hacks away at the life of me
death - the only thing certain we know
and the only thing we know
yet here I sit still in an desolate house
with no name
Rudeif you think about a lifetime
it is shorter than you know
yet we spend our time with
worry tacked to our shoulders
for no reason at all
if you think love or money will save you from
your permanent fate then
you have a rude awakening
in the end it is all the same
a rotting grave with
a rotting heart
and nothing to show for it
Sad Girlsgirls and misery seem
to go along like nothing else
a perfect pair that could
never be ripped apart
they want everything and the world
yet nothing is good enough for them
it has something to do with
a void that is created during
conception that cannot
be avoided or
voided out by love
sadness deep within
that creeps up at any moment
waiting to ruin
all chance of
ABCs for the BrokenApril came with cold rain and my thoughts drifted to you.
Blue skies shined and smiles came and went,
Clogged in my heart cracks was that place you used to be
Deep enough to kill anyone.
Even though I moved on
Forgive me for what I have done
Gone and forgotten everything
How I promised I never would.
I swore on my heart, but now that I think about it
Junk is all my heart was in the first place.
Kept all those letters and songs written to me
Leaving them in the dark, I forget easier.
Many times have I cried over the unforgettable and the forgettable,
Never cried over what I had lost always what I have had.
Open with confessions
Pouring out of my head
Quitting what I had thought before all my past knowledge.
Regretting all those things I never will or never got to tell you.
Simple little things drive me insane
Taking care of this empty space
Under the rug I swept them and they stayed there for days.
Velocity of falling out of you
Wins over anything else planned.
X marks the spot on my he
Staggered SummerIn the morning on a
The immense g l a s s truth.
Grow cold and live happy,
We are only weaker in black and white.
Shadows in rain
d w e l l
Underneath slender death.
Hot rain grows
Awaking above this
a g g
Blood leaves adoring
I l l u m i n a t e d
L o n l i n e s s.
Spoke with whether the
Weather would make your day today
You awake in your bed
Wishing he was next to you.
We spoke in
YesteryearsAs the calender months fall off,
Slowly one by one,
Yesterdays grow into
Yesterweeks, yestermonths, and
There is no tomorrow anymore so
Don't count on it.
This place has been taken and
Down the rabbit hole we fall
Like we have nothing to loose at all.
I forget you as easily as I fall for him
Because falling in love is easy
Falling out is the hard part.
Now when I think of you
It's more like a song than
A memory or maybe some kind of
Disillusioned distant dream.
The torture used to be endless
But he's taken your place
I can't even remember your face.
I would have never thought
That saying good bye would
Be so easy this time around.
Maybe our love was more like
An action than a feeling.
All I know is this healing was easier than ever
And the more I think about us apart
The more I think about him and I together.
frostbittenmy fragmented bones are
chipping away and you stutter
that it wasn’t your fault
and i'm wondering if the
crystal frost on your eyelids has plagued
if the warm beating of your pulse has
disintegrated into the moon's
eternal curse of never letting
Stepseach step we take together
is noted down in the book of universe
each breath you take beside me
is counted and measured
there are only as many kisses to spare
there are only as many touches to share
one day I will abandon you one day you will forget
and our paths will never cross again
I wait patiently for the day
I speak hurtful words just so it comes sooner
but then again why do I even care when the world
is all but a stage to fill for a while
to scream on it and die and fight till the audience
anounces the winner
and you smile and cry and blush and it all complicates
everything contradicts any plan I could have made
so that I am the victor so that nothing but I emerges
from within the ruin
darling you will be the death of me
and I will die craddling you
having the last laugh
that's as hollow as the devil's heart
the little mermaid(s)we were breathing underwater
exhaling and inhaling,
the first time we'd learned how to
this was the underwater ruin
that was balancing our names
on the fringe of its star-studded tongue,
our fingers spread apart
in a million particles of ocean dust--
and her freckles were splattered
across her face like acrylic
this was our beginning.
her hips were bending and flipping
through the breaking waves like she had
and i thought about the pillaging pearls of
water that escaped her mouth when
we piroutted together beneath
the ripples of the ocean's body
(which, was practically aligned with
how much longer would we survive
before we ran out of air?
Just wanted you to knowTo me you are the most amazing thing, like the sun!
You shine so bright and you never dim until you go down.
You are my flower that I will care for.
And yet even though you tell me to go to sleep I can't. Because I love you too much.
When I talk to you I feel as if I've been injected with morphine because I feel so calm.
When I feel as if I've made you angry I feel every bone in my body fracture.
When you tell me you cry I can't help but do the same.
Its coming to Christmas soon.
And your the only Christmas I need.
And you are all I need.
I can't wait to hug you.
I can't wait to kiss you.
But there's more.
You're laugh lifts me up.
Your smile is like being confronted by diamonds.
Your hair is just simply. Fluffy.
Your eyes shine like stars.
And I promise on Christmas Eve I will stay up to talk to you. All night for me but all day for you.
All I want is you to be happy!
Because your happiness means everything to me.
Your the most beautiful thing to me.
Thought I'd just let you kno
When We Dancewhen we dance
for both the very first and last time
I feel like crying
raking my hands up and down
your willing body I know we will
be like this after today
for I know happy endings
are not meant for pairs like you and me
each time I see your smile hear your laughter
when I feel your heat slipping in-between our clasped
silhouettes my hand grasping at your hair playfully
I know this is the beginning
and the end
all in one
once and for all
I know it is indeed better for us both to part ways
to keep dreaming instead of acting on the feelings
buried deep underneath all of our daily problems
expectations of this pitiful life
that has to be spent alone
it is better for you to run away from me
as much as
it is acceptable for me not to look you in the eye
when I feel your back and throat
when your voice resonates deep within me
as you say
you love me
and I cannot swallow the bitter lump filling my throat
chemistrynitrogen is essential for all living
and i'm wondering if you're my
if i can just live off of you.
denial can be quite romantiche told her, "i like you better with your makeup off,"
as he hooked the hair that fell awkwardly in front of her face
over the red tips of her nearly frostbitten ears
"so there's a moment when you don't like me much at all?"
she said jokingly, her smile lighting up the living room
brighter and warmer than the fireplace that was alight in the corner
he laughed at her joke, and held her closer to his chest
because he knew that these sort of things don't last forever
since even the highest mountains come crashing down eventually
and she's prepared for the fall, she has a checkered history
full of betrayals and lying, whether it is the one done
with the mouth or the one down on soft beds and cramped backseats
so they enjoy the moment, and go through the motions
passionate and intimate, letting their bodies intertwine
and become one, vulnerable for just a brief, fleeting moment
but when the deed is done and they lie on opposite sides of a
cold and enormous bed, will they think about who the
Happy Birthday Darlinghappy birthday to you my darling
on this your day of birth
such special splendor this day now holds
for your birth brought into being such wonder
such magnificence personified in You
my heart excels and sparkles with knowledge
that you are in this old world making it so much better
I toast to you and tip my hat in honor of you today
Helena my darling muse on this your special day
my respect and love goes out across far oceans
to lay at your feet on this day of your birth
I honor you on this day and find happiness
that I have come to know you Helena
for the world is a large place
and the fact that I met you
fills me with the charm of good luck
love and joyous celebrations!!!!
Lazy Afternoonyou are so beautiful just like you are
no need for any superfluous gestures
tonight your warm touch is all I ask for
your neck your knees
your toes your back
so smooth and yet elegantly arched forward
I do not want to be selfish in this pleasure of mine
and as your voice whispers invitingly in my ear
and as your softly smiling face looks back at me
I know that we are two sides of the same coin
found after so many years of a seemingly incurable void
with the music resonating through our room
I am sure everything will be more than fine tonight
and perhaps we will find a place for us both in the world
ready to murder and strip us from anything that we love
if we are not careful enough and do not mind each step we take
be my muse tonight darling and let me make you immortal
as we kiss and sculpt each other and the poem
is the only witness that I ever knew you
that you ever cared and that we did find each other
in this vast and yet fucked-up universe
Undying LoveAnd I can't control it
I can't help this thought
I long for you
I must have you
I desire to have my hand
On your face
I can't help myself
But I have to indulge in
The sea of your eyes
I crave to have my hands
Through your pitch black hair
And yes I want you forever
You are my dying passion
My urge to stay awake
And my lust is for your heart
For your pure undying love
And I close my eyes
As I fall asleep forever
In the comfort of your heart.
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