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Blank and Emptythe thought of death is overwhelming
almost chokes me in my wake
sweating, tired and bloody
I think about blood pulsing slowly out of my veins
onto the white bathroom floor
what would the thoughts be when they found me?
These thoughts pour over my brain and
slowly swirl to the bottom
the process is consuming and almost
hacks away at the life of me
death - the only thing certain we know
and the only thing we know
yet here I sit still in an desolate house
with no name
Rudeif you think about a lifetime
it is shorter than you know
yet we spend our time with
worry tacked to our shoulders
for no reason at all
if you think love or money will save you from
your permanent fate then
you have a rude awakening
in the end it is all the same
a rotting grave with
a rotting heart
and nothing to show for it
Sad Girlsgirls and misery seem
to go along like nothing else
a perfect pair that could
never be ripped apart
they want everything and the world
yet nothing is good enough for them
it has something to do with
a void that is created during
conception that cannot
be avoided or
voided out by love
sadness deep within
that creeps up at any moment
waiting to ruin
all chance of
ABCs for the BrokenApril came with cold rain and my thoughts drifted to you.
Blue skies shined and smiles came and went,
Clogged in my heart cracks was that place you used to be
Deep enough to kill anyone.
Even though I moved on
Forgive me for what I have done
Gone and forgotten everything
How I promised I never would.
I swore on my heart, but now that I think about it
Junk is all my heart was in the first place.
Kept all those letters and songs written to me
Leaving them in the dark, I forget easier.
Many times have I cried over the unforgettable and the forgettable,
Never cried over what I had lost always what I have had.
Open with confessions
Pouring out of my head
Quitting what I had thought before all my past knowledge.
Regretting all those things I never will or never got to tell you.
Simple little things drive me insane
Taking care of this empty space
Under the rug I swept them and they stayed there for days.
Velocity of falling out of you
Wins over anything else planned.
X marks the spot on my he
Staggered SummerIn the morning on a
The immense g l a s s truth.
Grow cold and live happy,
We are only weaker in black and white.
Shadows in rain
d w e l l
Underneath slender death.
Hot rain grows
Awaking above this
a g g
Blood leaves adoring
I l l u m i n a t e d
L o n l i n e s s.
Spoke with whether the
Weather would make your day today
You awake in your bed
Wishing he was next to you.
We spoke in
YesteryearsAs the calender months fall off,
Slowly one by one,
Yesterdays grow into
Yesterweeks, yestermonths, and
There is no tomorrow anymore so
Don't count on it.
This place has been taken and
Down the rabbit hole we fall
Like we have nothing to loose at all.
I forget you as easily as I fall for him
Because falling in love is easy
Falling out is the hard part.
Now when I think of you
It's more like a song than
A memory or maybe some kind of
Disillusioned distant dream.
The torture used to be endless
But he's taken your place
I can't even remember your face.
I would have never thought
That saying good bye would
Be so easy this time around.
Maybe our love was more like
An action than a feeling.
All I know is this healing was easier than ever
And the more I think about us apart
The more I think about him and I together.
stained-heart loveryou have pressed
your hands across
the walls of my heart,
sees inside of me
falls in love
with the light left
behind by your
For EternityFor you I will live eternally,
'Cause you are the one who is my destiny.
For you I will smile each day,
'Cause you are the one who gives me hope.
For you I will share this love I have,
'Cause you are the one who has never lied to me.
For you I will share my heart,
'Cause you are the one who has never broken it before.
For you I will share my life,
'Cause you are my beating heart.
For you I will love each day,
'Cause you are the one who completes my life.
We'd Murder For Romancethere's a monster in my throat -
telling me that you won't make it til' tomorrow.
it's possessing my vision, coloring in that your
the villain i want to slaughter.
I was born a killer with the exception of true love's
first kiss, breaking the witch's black magic & making the
lover you always craved.
But we all know romanticism was never fucking alive.
but we all really know - we'd murder for love.
part 1 (Paul X Edd) (MPreg) Based on the story EW surviours By :iconiliketrainsno2039:
Finally everything was back to naormal.
It was another day in London. Edd, Paul, Tom, and matt all sat down in a circle. Tom took a sip of his drink, "so... you two are dating?" he asked, looking at Edd and Paul. Paul and Edd, "looked at each other, and smiled, "yeah we are" Paul answered. Matt smiled, "well im A-OK with that, you guys are better than TORD and Edd" Edd chuckled, he took a sip of his cola.
"Wait" paul said," What happen to Jade and Lena?" Tom sighed, "them two? They're with their parents or something?" Edd looked at Paul, "who are they?"
"some girls we meet, during the survial thing" Paul answered. Edd looked down, looking at his belly. He smiled. Edd was now eight months of pregancy, with a son. Paul smiled, "How is he?" he asked. Edd rubbed his belly, "he's fine, very queit." Matt squeeled, "i cant wait to be a uncle!" He said. Paul sto
For A WomanBeauty stands bold
treating the moonlight as sunshine to behold.
strength pours from the curves and clever tiny words
which can pound a soul of stone into dust.
A jewel I am honored to be allowed close to.
But the beauty stands bold,
প্রায়শই রাতে ঘুম না এলে,
বা ক্লান্ত হয়ে গেলে ঘুমিয়ে ঘুমিয়ে;
ছাদে গিয়ে আলসের পাশে-
চুপ করে একা বসে থাকি।
খোলা ছাদ, অন্ধ বালবের আলো;
আর একা আমি।
তারপর হয়তবা তোমায় খুঁজে
Fleeting PassionDuring our time,
I wanted to write,
But I couldn't find the words.
After our time,
I thought I should write,
But my thoughts you didn't deserve.
Now time has passed,
And I have seen you again.
So perhaps it's time to write.
When you finally apologized,
You said how you screwed up,
How you really hurt me.
I'm glad you said what you did,
But I don't think you know,
How much you really hurt.
I was ready to be yours.
To travel and to dress up,
To pose in cheesy pictures.
It took a long time,
For me to get to that point.
I was hard to hold onto for awhile.
You let me in at first,
And everything seemed perfect.
But perfect only lasted a few weeks.
You started to lie.
You started to abandon me.
You started to push me away.
I didn't want to admit,
That there was a problem here.
I thought "he's just busy."
Then one day,
I notice a picture online.
A picture of you and someone new.
I can't even begin to say,
How crushed I was.
I shouldn't give you the satisfaction.
My first reflex was to shut you
Undying LoveAnd I can't control it
I can't help this thought
I long for you
I must have you
I desire to have my hand
On your face
I can't help myself
But I have to indulge in
The sea of your eyes
I crave to have my hands
Through your pitch black hair
And yes I want you forever
You are my dying passion
My urge to stay awake
And my lust is for your heart
For your pure undying love
And I close my eyes
As I fall asleep forever
In the comfort of your heart.
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