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Blank and Emptythe thought of death is overwhelming
almost chokes me in my wake
sweating, tired and bloody
I think about blood pulsing slowly out of my veins
onto the white bathroom floor
what would the thoughts be when they found me?
These thoughts pour over my brain and
slowly swirl to the bottom
the process is consuming and almost
hacks away at the life of me
death - the only thing certain we know
and the only thing we know
yet here I sit still in an desolate house
with no name
Rudeif you think about a lifetime
it is shorter than you know
yet we spend our time with
worry tacked to our shoulders
for no reason at all
if you think love or money will save you from
your permanent fate then
you have a rude awakening
in the end it is all the same
a rotting grave with
a rotting heart
and nothing to show for it
Sad Girlsgirls and misery seem
to go along like nothing else
a perfect pair that could
never be ripped apart
they want everything and the world
yet nothing is good enough for them
it has something to do with
a void that is created during
conception that cannot
be avoided or
voided out by love
sadness deep within
that creeps up at any moment
waiting to ruin
all chance of
ABCs for the BrokenApril came with cold rain and my thoughts drifted to you.
Blue skies shined and smiles came and went,
Clogged in my heart cracks was that place you used to be
Deep enough to kill anyone.
Even though I moved on
Forgive me for what I have done
Gone and forgotten everything
How I promised I never would.
I swore on my heart, but now that I think about it
Junk is all my heart was in the first place.
Kept all those letters and songs written to me
Leaving them in the dark, I forget easier.
Many times have I cried over the unforgettable and the forgettable,
Never cried over what I had lost always what I have had.
Open with confessions
Pouring out of my head
Quitting what I had thought before all my past knowledge.
Regretting all those things I never will or never got to tell you.
Simple little things drive me insane
Taking care of this empty space
Under the rug I swept them and they stayed there for days.
Velocity of falling out of you
Wins over anything else planned.
X marks the spot on my he
Staggered SummerIn the morning on a
The immense g l a s s truth.
Grow cold and live happy,
We are only weaker in black and white.
Shadows in rain
d w e l l
Underneath slender death.
Hot rain grows
Awaking above this
a g g
Blood leaves adoring
I l l u m i n a t e d
L o n l i n e s s.
Spoke with whether the
Weather would make your day today
You awake in your bed
Wishing he was next to you.
We spoke in
YesteryearsAs the calender months fall off,
Slowly one by one,
Yesterdays grow into
Yesterweeks, yestermonths, and
There is no tomorrow anymore so
Don't count on it.
This place has been taken and
Down the rabbit hole we fall
Like we have nothing to loose at all.
I forget you as easily as I fall for him
Because falling in love is easy
Falling out is the hard part.
Now when I think of you
It's more like a song than
A memory or maybe some kind of
Disillusioned distant dream.
The torture used to be endless
But he's taken your place
I can't even remember your face.
I would have never thought
That saying good bye would
Be so easy this time around.
Maybe our love was more like
An action than a feeling.
All I know is this healing was easier than ever
And the more I think about us apart
The more I think about him and I together.
i always was the girl who danced with thunderthey've issued
a flash flood warning
and i am thinking
about our legs
tangled like tree
roots beneath the
the screen door
doesn't latch anymore
and the wind is
trying to tear it
away and i am
listening to it
scream and hearing
you say my name.
the roads are wet
and treacherous and
all i am thinking about
is you and your
wet lips slippery tongue
roadside teeth in my
skin and the sky is
falling down around
--all of these warnings
are just another metaphor
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 2
Sixth months later, Matt's belly got bigger. Matt didnt want to come out his room. Edd knocked, "Matt!"
"GO AWAY! IM FAT!" the ginger cried. "you're not, fat. You're preganet." Tom told him, suddenly the door knocked. Edd opened it and sigh, "thank god its you" he said, "matt! We have someone here to see you!"
Matt slowly, got out of his room. He gasped when he saw that person. Tord. He exitedly hugged him, "TORD! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU!" he cried, Tord smiled, "uh.. yeah." Matt back up and Tord saw his belly. "wow" he said, "you're big." Matt blushed, "yeah" Edd smiled, "we already told Tord abot your pregnacy."
Matt's smile faded, "how do you feel about that?" he asked. Tord smiled, "Matt, when it comes to you Im never mad" he came over and kissed Matt gently. "aww" Edd said, Tom just made a 'thats gross' face. Tord put his hands on his belly, "so... im a dad. Wonderful."
look sorry about the shortness, just i cant find any more ideas. If you want and be
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg)So... this is for fun, if you want me to continue just put yes. Thank you.
After finding their way home from the ocean to find their keys, Matt flopped on his bed. He sighed. Tord's gone he told himself, how can i go on? Sure we broke up before he left, but.... Matt trailed off his thoughts. He heard his belly growl, He huffed and stayed in his bed.
Minutes later, the ginger begin to feel sick. He looked in his mirror and saw he was pale. Am i sick? "Dinner!" Edd called out. When his friends saw him they became worried. "wow, Matt. " Tom said, "you look-" "are you feeling okay?" Edd cuting him off. Matt touched his forehead feeling he was burning up, "i think i got sea sick?" He said. "I could SEE that" Edd smiled. Tom gave him a look, "anyways" Edd said, "do you want to eat?"
Matt looked at the meal Edd cooked. Fish and Chips. "Of course!" Matt said, "i am very hungry!"- Then everything went black.
"uhhhhhh" Matt moaned as he awaken. He saw a certain aside of
Devotion to an AngelI want to believe in hope
And second chances
And the words walking off of your tongue
It took months for the walls to come down
And once the light shone in
My angel just flew away.
I couldn’t imagine
Ever coming forth from you
But there is always weakness
And if I’m not the one
There to ease your worried mind
Will you fill my place
With someone else’s lips?
I can wait a thousand seasons
For your sweet face to come back to me
But my heart
Can’t handle a lie
If I’m simply to be replaced on a whim.
My very soul will fracture
If you choose to move on
Without ever letting me have
Just one more shot
To be everything you’ll ever need.
Not a single crumb
Will ever touch my lips again
Not a single drop of water.
I will shrivel away and die
The day my angel never wants me again.
You don’t hear my heart
Screaming out your name
Or maybe you’re just afraid
But I will never harm you,
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 6 LAST Two months past and it was the day before, the baby was coming and Tord was now leaving. Matt stood in the door way, watching Tord pack up. Tord went to the mirror putting his hat on, when he saw Matt, with tears in his eyes. He turned around sighing, "For the last time, I'll be fine" he said.
Matt nodded. He ran to Tord's arms hugging him tightly. Tord kissed Matt's forehead, "I'll be fine, dont worry." Matt sniffed, "o - okay." Tord continued to hug Matt until he calmed down. Soon they heard a car horn from the front door. The lovers looked out the window and saw Tord's ride. Matt was about to cry again, "be safe" he told him. Tord smiled, "i will." He then leaned down to their son, "i'll do it for you and your mother." Tord sallowed, "i'll see you soon." He looked at Matt, "i'll be back." Matt saw Tord leaving to the car. When he was a distance gone, Matt sighed, "see you."
Edd felt bad for Matt. "Matt he'll be fine" He said. Matt sniffed, "i know" and went to his
Rose-Colored GlassesI'd hate to think of you
In a light that isn't red
I'd rather not color you
Black and white
Gray, dull, and dead
I don't wanna diminish us
With rose-colored glasses
I don't wanna finish us
Brush it off as impassive
There is a second shoe
I'm waiting for the drop
A storms coming through
The lightning strikes
Counting till the bass stops
Brain-dead holding my breath
I'm snow on television
Creativity put to death
Painting you with no precision
Silence deafening the fight
You're static to me
You're ignorance impolite
You're words unsaid
You can't bother to agree
I've given up my time
And my voice of reason
All I want is what's mine
And to forget this treason
Flush RedSilly expressions so warm, so flush, tender red
Hearty smiles, eager eyes, colourful mind
Cheerful chuckles, crisp yellow youth
What is the voice of your expressions?
Shattered egos of yesterday’s blues
Formless changes do resolve broken hearts
What I’ve changed exclusively for you
What are the echoes of my resolve?
Endless thoughts of intents snow white
Weakly panting do cheeks nervously sing
Times ago, times now, times forever
What is the rhythm of your eternity?
You Weren't a ConvenienceYou told me to find something I want,
not something that was convenient
for the nights when I was lonely.
It struck me hard because
I never thought of you as convenient,
I just always thought of you
and how you made me feel.
Never once did I use your chapped lips
to fill an empty void in my heart.
You told me to go find something that I love
and baby, all I see is you.
Unchanging LoveDespite being consumed by the fire of rage and despair, a spark of love in your heart remains unchanged.
Despite being stranded in the realm of darkness and cold death, a warmth of love in your heart remains untainted.
Despite being ushered to the land unbounded by time, a flame of love in your heart remains unextinguished.
Entangle, convolute, stretch, or even seemingly break the thread of fate between us, they may,
faced by your purity, none will succeed.
Traversing even the untraversable ocean of time, we will find each other again.
The unbreakable thread between us shall not be undone, not even by the hands of time.
Unchanging love endures eternally.
Undying LoveAnd I can't control it
I can't help this thought
I long for you
I must have you
I desire to have my hand
On your face
I can't help myself
But I have to indulge in
The sea of your eyes
I crave to have my hands
Through your pitch black hair
And yes I want you forever
You are my dying passion
My urge to stay awake
And my lust is for your heart
For your pure undying love
And I close my eyes
As I fall asleep forever
In the comfort of your heart.
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